I wish it wasn't too late. I was wrong too.

it's 4 am, i feel like shit, and i have no one to call.

"when the smoke came out our mouths on all those hooded sweatshirt walks, you were a stroke of luck. we were a gold mine, they gutted us."

I'm pretty sure no one reads this anymore, but I don't care!

I love living in Clifton, I'm so much closer to my life and my past. It's nice. I also love Applebee's, everyone is amazing and I'm making good money. Enough to go back to Miami longer this summer? I think soooo :)!

I'm getting into the habit of always writing papers that I'm actually proud of and want other people to read, which is a nice change of pace from throwing together random crap and hoping for an A. I still have to work on getting them done before I'm up writing till 8, 9, 10 am, but yanno.

John, Brendan and I went to Comedy Cellar in the city two Thursdays ago. Good times. John is Meatloaf. Speaking of comedy, Bo Burham is my new obsession.

I'm losing weight and I feel goooood.

Also, my house is haunted, but I've done a good job staying on those crazy ghouls' good sides for now.

I'm drunk on no sleep, but going strong. Concert tonight..hopefully I'm still awake for it. -Prays to the gods of Amp-

Cheers!

life keeps getting harder and more complicated, but exponentially more gratifying at the same time. i can deal.

there is nothing quite like the feeling of being loved and appreciated for exactly who you are. or wanting to lose weight for yourself but knowing that someone thinks you're beautiful no matter what. i am extraordinarily lucky and i never want this feeling to go away.

i cannot wait to spend 4 nights with my baby in south beach.
i looove him. i love my friends. and i really love my life.

my dad and 7 or so other biker guys are going to be in a snuggie commercial wearing snuggies riding their bikes to a bar.

everytime i'm having a crappy day i'm going to read this post over and laugh. feel free to join me. :)

Summer is nice. I love seeing people all the time and working a lot and saving money for crazy etravegant getaways. There are so many fun and exciting things coming up, and I'm sure many more that are of yet unplanned. After 6 months, A&P is finally becoming bearable, so that's really helping with the whole enjoying summer thing. These are some things I can't wait for:

Alexa's tomorrow
Jim's grad party Sat-Sun
Camping/ 3 year manniversary June 29-July 1
John's birthday August 4
Bahamas or whatever we can afford approximately August 9
Cassandra's 21st August 20 and Seaside for the week
More & more & more double dates, random outings, parties, happy things
I'm even looking forward to going back to school kinda, but I can wait. :]

I sneakily got my grades even though I have a hold because I haven't paid the semester in full yet. SEE!:

Emily Dickinson- A
Electronic Lit- A
Sociology- A
Earth Science- B
Communications- B+

Needless to say, this is really exciting to me. 3.66 is a little better than 1.8 something. I love you Kean, you are so good to me. :]

I should be getting my obnoxious car window fixed tomorrow for the low low price of a can of iced tea and a pack of cigarettes. It will be lovely. Death to duct tape.

I can't wait to go camping, and dance and drink and eat s'mores with my baby. Three years sounds like such a long unimaginable time in a way, but it's all been so happy. I am incredibly happy with him. He makes me smile and laugh all the time, and is so supportive and caring and of course he's a cutie. Sometimes I wish he'd stop insisting I'm a muffin, but I guess I just can't have it all.

I love hanging out with John, Nicole and Nick so much. I feel like this will be the case for a long time coming. It's nice to witness cuteness blossoming, even if that makes me a dork.

I've been eating healthy-ish and I'm proud of myself. Today I decided I would go craaaaazy and spend $13 pampering myself on cosmetics (yes, this is crazy for me.) I'm kind of feeling like a girl lately, and it's nice and weird at the same time. More nice than weird though. I can get used to it.

Basically, I'm in a really good place. You can probably tell because I'm capitalizing and gloating about my happiness. Please excuse the gushing emotions. I just think it's about time to get it all down.

Huzzah!

By the way, I feel like everyone needs to re-familiarize themselves with the Sunscreen Song. It may contain some of the most intelligent advice known to man. Thank you for your time and consideration.

Remember when I was 16?

LOL.

me and john are planning a trip to the bahamas or some equivalent in august for a belated 3 year anniversary getaway. I AM SO EXCITED. it's all i can think about and i'm saving up money like it's my yob. operation lose 20 lb starts right now. GO!

guys severely lack creativity when hitting on girls.